Relient K is Stuck in My Head
Posted by Cracks Let The Light Come In , Monday, November 1, 2010 8:34 PM
I'm pretty certain that the best blogs are written when the writers of them are supposed to be doing other things. What am I supposed to be doing? Pauline Lit quizzes, among other things for the week. I have 25 minutes before I leave for fellowship, small group, bible study.. whatever it's being called now. I've realized a couple things through out this week. 1. If you tell Satan to shove it, he really does stop whispering in your ear. 2. Girls are annoying. 3. I love adrenaline. 4. I miss silence. 5. I love soup. 6. People are really, really fake.
1. I've been having an incredibly difficult time the last few weeks, going into a month and a half. I have been surrounded by doubt and plagued by fear and anger. I hadn't felt this way in SO long. It took one of my friends treating me differently to realize that I was treating everyone else differently. We talked for a really long time and I told Satan to shove it. Things started going downhill after one of my friends asked me how I was doing. My response? I told him that I had joy. Real joy. Not a week later my friends started doubting, and then I started doubting. Then the anger came on and I lashed out (mostly in my head), but I wasn't me anymore. When I told Satan off, I felt calm, peaceful, and like a weight had been lifted from my shoulders.
2. Hahaha. Yes. Girls are annoying. I get testy when I'm around girls because there is always sooooo much drama. I don't care how "drama free" they claim to be. And PMS? It turns girls into demons. I would rather hang out with guys all the time. I'm pretty over it.
3. I shouldn't have seen Paranormal Activity 2, but I did. There are a lot of reasons why, but we'll leave it at that. But.. I loved the adrenaline it gave me! I felt alive and real and well.. alive. I don't really know how else to explain it other than that. I should probably become a hermit now.
4. This world is loud. I'm sick of people banging on the hall door or being obnoxious at 3 in the morning. I miss sitting in my room and listening to nothing. The loudest thing was the air conditioning coming on during the summer. I just miss it. I feel like life is always going here, and when I can't grab a piece of silence, it's more stressful.
5. Um.. yeah. I love soup.
6. I love people, but the more and more people I meet, the more I want to tell people to show me who they are. I've met more and more fake people in the last two years of Bible College than I think I have in my life. In high school people were fake, sure.. but they were real at some point or another. These people? Always masked. It's like Halloween all the time. It's stupid.
Well.. I would write more but I have to go now.
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