Cracks Let the Light Come In

Turning the Page

Posted by Cracks Let The Light Come In , Sunday, January 8, 2012 2:01 AM

Someone, somewhere once said that there comes a time when you have to choose between turning the page and closing the book.

For a while now I've been so concentrated on staying the same, not changing and not accepting the fact that my friends are changing that I've been stuck in this awkward limbo. My friendships at home are changing. I'm getting closer to more people, and people I didn't think I'd be close to. And my friendships at school? Well.. it seems that I'l be doing life at Johnson for the first time without Audra or Joel really. Neither of them will be in choir. So this very familiar comfortable feeling that I've had for the better part of two years will suddenly be over.

I know that the New Year usually gets people into the goal-making mood.. but I think it's time I actually set some instead of wishing that I had.

-I want to do things for myself. I want to audition for the musical (and maybe try for the lead) because I want to!
-Forget being scared. I'm sick of being held back by fear.
-I think I should go on rives by myself. With the windows down-despite the temperature.


I just want to be happy. I don't want to be sad that my life seems to be taking unwanted turns. I want to love my life and love living it.