Pieces
Posted by Cracks Let The Light Come In , Saturday, November 28, 2009 12:49 AM
Ok. So.. I miss Cambodia. I've tried a lot of different things to forget (which sounds really bad) but my heart is so fixated on that place, I feel like I'm not living my life. I know life isn't supposed to be filled with happy smiles and be pain free.. But when I think about Cambodia, it's really hard to get up from the ball that I end up crawling into. I have no idea if my other teammates are in the same boat as I am, but they seem to be doing well.
I just don't get why I'm being so affected by this period of time in my life that happened this summer. I have an opportunity to go to Myanmar and Thailand this summer, but have not finished the application because I am so terrified of there being an amplified version of this me next year.
I know I left a piece of my heart there, but sometimes it feels like that piece is the only piece that is beating.
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