Maybe the Hokey Pokey IS What it's All About..
Posted by Cracks Let The Light Come In , Wednesday, January 27, 2010 6:01 PM
I wish I could put into words how I'm feeling.
At times, I feel so strong, courageous, and a go-getter of sorts. And other times, parts of my earth encompass me and I fall into my mattress as tears pour from my eyes for hours. These last few months have been nothing short of a roller coaster. Some of the friends in my life have hurt my core so much that I could barely stand. Others have lifted me so high than my shoestrings were the only thing keeping me to this chunk of land. I have been hurt more in the last two months than I have been hurt in the last two years. But, I am soldiering on. For some reason, I'm allowing these people, person really, to continue to stay in my life. Part of me thinks it's a form of torture, and the other thinks that I'm growing because of it.
My heart has been filled so much that one little pinprick feels like an icepick has been taken to my delicate instrument of life. I've had a lot of pinpricks these last few months. But I'm living. My heart is beating. And I'm alright.
Oh, and on a different note.. I shall be playing Mrs. McCutcheon in "The Man Who Came to Dinner" in my first play since my Senior year! SO pumped :)
